I’ve seen SO many tutti-frutti chick-flick happy ending loveydovey films  where’s there’s a handsome bloke, a gorgeous girl, for some reason they’re meant to be together, for whatever reason somehting goes wrong, but by the end of the film, they’re happily ever after and i’m always filled with that warm fuzzy feeling in my stomach, that makes me think, awww, that’s sweet, wouldn’t it be nice to have that myself. Well the thing I hate, is that I never then actually go and do anything about it.

I’m not sure. but i think fear of rejection is a big part of it. And fear of meeting someone crap, because i’ve had my share of crap people, and i’m tired of it. I know for one thing that my expectations are very high and the longer i’m single, the higher they get. But I don’t want to let go of the fantasy that one day i’ll meet that someone amazing. The trouble is, in my current lifestyle, the chance of me actually meeting that person are slim to none
I’m not saying it’s very rational, if it was rational then i could control it. Human nature is a funny thing.

What can I do, though?