I find lists help to organise change in to small chunks.

Small chunks are manageable.

I wrote this nearly 3 years ago. Nothing has changed. I’ve done nothing about it. I’m in the same shit situation as I was then.

Except maybe now I get paid a little more at work.

What does it take for someone to finally grab life by its arse and start making changes? I watched the film `Wanted` the other night – the theme of which is just that. Some guy, living a meaningless life and things eventually change. OK, so it’s because he’s apparently son of some legendary assassin – right – but ignore that and look at the bigger thing for a second and it helps with some perspective.

The only person you’re kidding, is yourself. YOU KNOW the issues. Yet you mislead yourself. How pathetic is that?

The only way things will change is when you make it happen.

So do it. Now.

you need to put yourself out there. you take a risk. maybe it’ll pay off.

most of the time it won’t, but at least you tried. hey, it’s better to try and fail, than to not try at all.

so i end up back at square 1. start again. from the beginning.

but new starts are a good thing.